Well... this is it I guess. I'll see how long I can keep this up.

A fresh blogger or tumblr is a common sight. When I am at my lowest, emotionally, I feel inspired (although inspired is a terrible word, more like compelled to crawl out of an emotional shit-hole) to create... something. Usually music--but on occasion a blog.

Of course I give up updating usually after a day or so. I just get trampled by thoughts like "why are you wasting your time making something nobody will read?," or "why are you documenting how fucking terrible you feel, how is this helpful?," or "nobody cares about your silly little amateur projects, why even try?."

Well here I am again. Let's give it another go. The purpose of this blog is to share my music, my feelings, and my interests.